Wednesday, December 17, 2008
In the midst of holidaying!
11:59 PM
I'm back!
Wow so much to cover. I will just mentally remember the stuff that have passed then. :p
I'm getting inspiration from various mediums. What I can remember now is this book by Paulo Coelho. Author of The Alchemist.
It is called The Zahir. With it, I have learnt to give up on my obsessions, which i realize have always been a fixture of my imagination. The various forms it takes drains me of my energy. heh. But of course it is a daily struggle to do so. Like the addict who despite knowing that drugs are harmful to her, still reaches out for it.
Have been thinking about issues. If they were pages in a book, I will name it "The year I became 20 years old". One of them goes like this: since I am such a greenhorn, with many "This is my first experience" each time, and it being my first I get nervous and worried. But now I think if i treat them this way, I will always remain a greenhorn, in more ways than one.
Is this called growing up..