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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
the lightning of happiness 12:08 PM

A strange thing happened when i was walking home via the sas way after gp remedial in the evening. I was suddenly struck by this happiness as i was on the bridge. @_@ the weather was wonderful- beautiful clouds that look like whipped cream (yummy!) against a very blue sky. the sun was warm and comforting too ^^ must have been the sense of relief after the end of chi but is it something else? anyway i decided to go jogging on my way home (a health buff like me?? >_<) wat's going on?? anyway it's a moment to treasure :)


Monday, May 29, 2006
Chi AO, etc 1:44 PM

Hah chi P1 and 2 is over!! And i'm blogging instead of doing gp compre >_< too much things on my mind..

I visited my fren at the ICU on saturday and it was emotionally draining.. seeing her usually chirpy self lying limply on the bed.. and i couldnt bring myself to say anything. just nod with my other friends' encouragements, jokes etc, smile abit here and there, and blatantly ignore nudges to say at least anything. the past flooded my mind, of the happy times we had together. and the sad drifting lines that may never converge again..

after the visit, i had no mood at all to do anything. (but i did announce the birth of my blog while on the train. Thx A n B (no pun intended) for your encouragements.. ever grateful :) )

well, I did head down to the neighbourhood ntuc for some retail/food therapy. and i bought 2 soggy cheese and chocolate japanese pancakes (still yummy btw ^^) yes the mini shopping mall near my house has lots of small food stalls, eg tau hway, waffle, japanese pancakes, 7-11, ntuc, canadian pizza, western cafe, 2 foodcourts, loy kee chicken rice and a petshop ^^ muz go there if u all chance upon my house!! ^o^

ah, i feel better now. i have resolved to be strong for my fren. no longer will i be the coward that i am and run away from my fears. i will be her pillar of strength. if only she will let me.1 take care pp (im off to gp remedial!! >_<)


Friday, May 26, 2006
Last day of Term 2 5:16 PM

And it's the last day of term 2..

The library is closing soon, my stomach's growling, but i still wanna blog!! Ah, the excitement of something new to divert my attention to. ^^ a guilty pleasure. Hope i dun end up sneaking to the library everyday to blog! (Lyk someone ^^)

The evening air is cool with a hint of rain and the mixed up music from band filters in from outside (but its still wonderful ^^). Regrets, worries, anxieties curl my already hungry stomach anto a tightly strung wire and with my sweaty palms, i stare at the com screen and dread going home fearing the thoughts that will engulf me on my long journey back. I cannot control my thoughts when im alone. gosh @_@

hah that felt good!! from now on, i can ramble on and on and nobody can stop me!! The power of the Blog!! Long Live!! I can even put a smiley face on the world wide web if i want to. Let its pure happines emit from its powerful smile to make you feel just a little more cheerful! :)

ps my prayers are with u, Lyndia. Pls be safe..


3:49 PM

Hi! My first blog! But I'm the only one reading it right now.. hehe :D
Thanks SY for teaching me painstakingly the works (I'm a com-idiot >_<)