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Yup i have no job so far. Many activities since the last time i have blogged. Did i mention that exams are already over? Haha. Got back the results last friday. Better than i expected. ^^ Though when i tried to log in to see it again just now, there was a error message saying i do not have any results this semester! Was what i saw on friday, at The Central's Starbucks with 2Chin Wei and Sherry, a fluke? :o
Im now on the look out for inspirational books for this hols. Im looking for peace and myself during this hols, before a new school year starts. Have read most of the books by Paulo Coelho (The Alchemist) and Mitch Albom (Tuesdays with Morrie). Even borrowed a book that Yan Wei had for one of his Japanese Studies exposure reading, a short story, '10 nights of dream'. I read the first night already, before i went to sleep and i can only go 'huh'. It is quite abstract. haha. My latest interest is in Zen and meditation. Influenced by 'The Book of Tea' by Okakura. A few chapters were in my JS reading last semester. I managed to find the book in Woodlands library.
I thought of this while i was trying to sleep one night. If i were to pierce up what all the different groups of people i know, think of me, i am going to have contrasting impressions. I am like a brittle shell. Or like a rubbery glue. Ugh. My personality have not stabilized despite (almost) 2 decades of existence! I will be looking for an anchor within myself this hols.. And to speak what i think and not a indecisive uhm. Enough of white lies for the sake of the group. Especially when people 'higher' (age, social status etc) than me, put me down. grr... Im like a meek thing to them then, which i am not!
And not to be so affected by my mood/energy swings. When im tired i feel down and think negatively. Oh well..
Have been feeling tired after karate on monday night, and then badminton with Jia Hui on tuesday morning in school. Later went for a job interview at Bugis with Sherry and her fren. It was a failure. Just because i cant commit? Mom told me not to mention my camps though. But i feel bad and dun dare to.. And met Andrea, to borrow books at the National library. Nice. :D Borrowed The da vinci code, The phantom of the opera, Ten nights of dream book, and November (a book on adolescence by Gustav Flaubert ^^).
Sister will be migrating to Australia on monday. Brother will be going New Zealand on the 29th. I have work at Juz these days! Had problems cuz i was reluctant to cancel the 1st. But it's ok now cuz the boss was understanding. Phew. As for the second date, hmm. My few precious working days. But then, money and family dun come together. -_-
That's all for now! :D
