Thursday, May 15, 2008
it's the holidays!
12:15 AM
I dont feel like blogging these days. hehe though i do have accumulated some photos that i plan to upload next time, when i feel like it. Mostly of food though, what i have eaten during the exam period.During those days, holidays seem like a faraway dream. And now that the hols are here, im taking them for granted. As it is just the start, all the long over due meeting with friends are here. So it is busy. Im still looking forward to some time for myself. I call it meditation. I will be sitting at a sunlit corner of the library reading. Looking out of the window. Listening to Honey & Clover soundtrack. Thinking.. Though i am wont to think of more negative things, alone. Need to keep my mind off things. Especially.I feel so weak sometimes, like i wont be able to pull things off or may just retreat back to my shell. And yet i feel strong in other times. With pulsating determination. I aspire to be like an eagle. Bold. Free. Independent. Weeee..