Tuesday, November 06, 2007
wooden
1:08 AM
tired. after karate. lit assignment. but too tired to do. but not that tired as to give up on the com. major edits. brain juice. boundary of words and ideas. to go to that brink again. procastinate. tomorrow then. wooden. insular. loss of vitality, hope and optimism. where did they go? exams are coming but im in a holiday mood. dun care. watching fav scenes from Honey and Clover. i should go sleep so i wont be tired tomorrow then i can do the major edits. rejection from lit tutor to go thru my outline. wrongly worded email? 'unfair to other students'. i will do it myself then. enough of being awkward around. i can be at the centre if i want to. it will be so much happier. i want to meet up with the people i like. feeling heavy again. i just want to sit in a corner and look at other people. soft insides. boiled lobster. curling up.to sleep.