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Monday, November 12, 2007
Canada, New Zealand, Japan? 2:43 AM

In the midst of Student Exchange Programme (SEP) planning.

Ooo my lil sis is complaining that she cant sleep with the room light's on.

In short, I will have to earn $5000 in a year to finance this trip of mine!

Also, the amount of administrative work to be done is really discouraging.

I will persevere! To realise this dream of mine that I had a few months ago! That i was in a temperate place, chilly, in a forest path holding a global locater device and i was at the edge of the world. (hmm does that mean im fated for NZ? My first choice is Canada though) Giant grey rocks jutting out and the clash of the waves against them. I made my way to an orange-lit hall full of people. It was a blur after that but I had a feeling that I was feeling desolated? (hmm is that a warning against NZ? lol).

And I had better take my revision seriously soon. 2 weeks to exams! What is bad is that I think I can finish studying in a mere week. =.= Everybody is rushing thru dunno wat. Oh dear. Nono! Wrong time to get worked up! Karate tomorrow too. Should be my last training session.

I will be stronger and more independent. Every breath, thought and action of mine shall reflect this will of mine to GROW.

Last week was the no-frills me. I got tired of forcing myself un-naturally. This week, I will be me. But will I have companions beside? Im no longer as silly to think that I can do things by myself. I need the support of people. The feeling is that it is not a two-way relationship. Insular again. Like im separated from reality in a covering of wool.

Enough. Time to sleep. Lil sis is glaring at me. :D