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Friday, October 19, 2007

Cleared blockage 2:37 AM

Like the debris after a storm *sweep*

My mind isnt suffering from strange leaden heaviness anymore after Karate :D

I have been pushing myself too hard on mon and tue in English Language. Have been feeling the effects since wed. Better now!

I declare today (what's left of it) and tomorrow Rest Days!! :D

Meeting Riverside ppl for dinner, in honour of Lyndia's birthday. May it be a success!!

Wah this morning was a headache. EL tut, Jap studies lect (the lecturer keeps saying 'ehhhh'! An uncomfortable similarity with me. '_' haha), a nice light lunch with Chermaine (ah the bursts of mo qi~. Felt this way when accompanying Chee Mei at Causeway Point last night. ^^)

But after all that, i went Bugis, this faraway IOI centre (keep walking and walking with threatening skies!), to collect bro's digicam. While i was making use of the nice clean toilet there, i had 2 inspired realizations.

One was that my new slippers would often stick to a smooth floor when i stand too long, because of SUCTION power. -_-

Two was that i can use the digicam to take photos of Sensei's bday celebration. His bday is on the 20th of October.

And during Karate, while doing the kata's, i thought that i will not let others and their talk affect me. I will be myself. I need not stick to any group. I will be mobile. And after clearing that from my head, i was able to concentrate very well. (except for some times when i lost pace after a wrong move)

During one of the sequences, the sensei said i had improved!! :D Dunno whether he meant he thought i was pretty bad but now im ok, or that im now better than ok. haha.

Ok im taking things too seriously again. It's ONLY a cca. But without it, i will have nufin else to think about besides studies, which may get dreary after a while.

And today, Jaslene said i looked stressed (yet another!). But im better now. :D

I will have to convince myself that what im doing now is enough.
'enough is enough? never enough!' :p