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Ahhh at this time last year, I would be doing the Chemistry Mock paper. The apprehension of the charging A levels. The silent, furious mugging at the Lecture theatres. And the sweet birthday celebration at Broadway (eh or was it the bak chor mee place) with the surprise cake popping out of nowhere. :D
A year have passed..
It didnt seem that long ago that I was in the middle of Arts Camp.
Where things looked promising and bright, before the start of University.
And that i will break out of my cocoon. Forcibly, if need be. Have i come far? Generally, yes. I am able to speak my mind in most situations. It is only the remaining few that really troubles me. :( And these few are the ones that make me doubtful of my supposed 'change for the better'. Sometimes i get tired of it all, and i retreat back to my shell to recuperate. And then came 'Honey and Clover', a bittersweet anime that lifts my mind off things.
Hmm last week i was so stressed out. This week im too relaxed. When people around me are talking about CAP scores etc. Will i be able to balance this?
How will i spend my day tomorrow?
Birthdays are losing their special meaning gradually. I should learn to treasure myself more, that i am in this world (at times beautiful and simple). Ok i will not be so hard on myself tonight and tomorrow. (eh but i have been in this mood since the weekends -_-)
Oh well. Happy Birthday to me in advance!! :D
I will watch just one episode of Honey and Clover, then do that GEK1507 complementary medicine project report conclusion, and then do more brainstorming on the sociology assignment.
Oh and last night i was surfing the web on the universities in Japan offered for SEP. And now, im inching towards a Jap studies major? Will this be accepted by my family? And by me? I suffered from a burning headache after that. But i WILL go on SEP!! Japan, Canada or New Zealand. Sociology or Japanese Studies. I dunno!! =_=
And the fortune teller in my dreams told me that the decision is up to me. Just before he could read my palm (and i remember this scene vividly. A window at my back with sunlight streaming in, and i was on a chair). I felt something portentous was going to happen as he held my hand and looked in my eyes. His mouth opened and then.. i woke up!! *_*
