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I got my Fujitsu laptop today!! It's now happily charging. S6410. Something like that. ^^ I missed out on NUS Flag Day though. The free hot pink shirt, tin, and stickers. And of course, the bonding thru hard times type of feel.
So after i left my orientation week OG, Asahi (haha it should be Ashahi but oh well), the jap beer brand (our mascot was, what else, a gigantic Asahi can -_- haha), i loitered at the com lab, staring at the modules list (round 2A is ongoing right now!), and i went off to the Com fair. Myself. Wah, so brave. Haha. Now i know how to get to the sports halls!
And i managed to get home in one piece, with that 20 kg box, 10kg sleepover bag, and a sleeping bag! Home sweet home.
Tired! Cuz last nite, ugh or is it early this morn, we (ie me and my Arts camp og ppl) stayed over at Qiao Zhi's room for his surprise birthday party! But somehow, i dont feel comfortable. As they are all councillors in another og now in orientation. I feel a chasm between us.
On the other hand, i was able to ham it up sometimes at Asahi. Some of the girls there are the solid, dependable type. People who u feel secure around. Which is a strong point in this time of change. But i know i have to get out of my comfort zone. And as drea reminded me, when u go for lectures, u are not there to talk.
Since yesterday, im in this 'strong exterior' mood. Mixed with a 'whatever' and 'i dun care' feel. Desensitized. I wonder how long this can last. A coping mechanism?
mood: heavy hearted
listening: Fighting Dreamers from Naruto
