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My brain is burning from all the thinking i've been making lately. Not just the usual neurotic thoughts, mind you ^^.
I have been thinking of which laptop to get, the $ vs popular belief vs function vs brand. I shall get Acer. It's the cheapest, and is quite value for money. Then i need not get a laptop loan (which needs a gurantor there to sign in front of the admin staff. There is even an appointment to adhere to -_-) cuz the total will be less then $2000. At least there will still be some rocks left in the bank. #_#
Haha. K next up will be the choice of 'CCA'. (dunno what's it called in uni, but it seems more flexible. Im unsure bout this system too). I will surely join a martial art. Wushu vs Kendo vs Akido vs Judo vs Taekwondo vs Karate. The whole lot. And i shall have a relaxing club. Some Art club (didnt see one leh) or Jap club ^^. And in the mean time, i shall hop around to try the interesting sports on offer. Fencing and Archery and Aerobics. *phew*
And there is also the bidding system to get used to. And that's why im here. Have to read all the stuff there. Bidding starts on 2nd August. Thursday. Ugh. *headache* and thankfully there is a brother at home to guide things through. :) I will feel so lost and alone if it were otherwise. Hmmm what should i take this semester..
Being in uni, i have to become more independent.
->Financially. What jobs should i take up? How often? Can i juggle it with studies?
->Academically. Which modules to take now and next time?
->Socially. Who to accompany to lectures, tutorials, CCAs etc and anyone to accompany me? Study kakis? Lone ranger?
And also, i do not want to neglect all the other groups that make up who i am. Riverside kakis. SA classmates and s65'ers. Colleagues. Union camp'ers. Family. Crystal (the dog ^^).
But then, why do i still feel so alone and exhausted? Like today. Im deliberately staying at home. Closed up. How do i replenish my energy? My vigour? When all im feeling is fear and uncertainty. I feel so excited sometimes though. But usually at night, at home after dinner.
The recent social activities have just sucked me dry of my energy. Like yesterday's Matriculation Fair. Loads of Goodie bags full of coloured paper. More bottles of Gatsby hair gel and guy magazines.
Ok enough for now. Let me start my read up over at the bidding website.
mood: burning brain
listening: Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
