Monday, March 05, 2007
Schitzyness
7:09 PM
On the results: I could have done better. Compared to my classmates, my results are average. Maybe even slightly below. I want my As. :(( Not to talk about the controversies surrounding PW and SPA, which had certainly disadvantaged me. Anyway, as it slowly sinks into my heart, im getting ok with it. Oh well, nufin can be changed. But it makes my appeals to scholarships that much harder. I know that i can do it. Gambatte!! *mental psyched up-ness*On a scholarship drive:It has its peaks and pits. I may be high, passionate, and energetic at times, and sian, discouraged and lethargic in other times. And why wont the MND application website load?! I have to get some referees (who can i get? hmmm) and write 2 essays. A short one describing personal goals, and a min 2000 word chim essay. @_@ Think i should settle the more urgent ones now. But being the highly strung person that i am, im stressing out some times. UGH.On $$: The scholarship will solve some financial worries that i have. And the usual family problems. Ugh. I want to go overseas too. :D I have just accepted a tuition assignment today. Primary 6. Let's see what happens. ^^ Will have to brush up on my grammer.Now undergoing:Intensive brush up on p6 syllabus esp grammer. Brainstorm on chim essay. Worry about getting who to be my referees. Worry about scanning documents. Worry about getting new photos done. About meeting the deadlines. About the interviews. About not getting it. About CPF. And elder sis. And time management. And life choices crammed in a week. That's about it for now. :) mood-o-meter: @_@ brain battery low. needs urgent charging. but no relief seems to be coming in these crucial 2 weeks.