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Like no diff leh. More complicated. Stretching my IT ability.
Im losing my patience with the kids. Just not enuf cranial stimulation.
Im getting bored. Looking for an escape route.
Im tired. But i dun wanna sleep juz yet.
It seems that my brief affair with the NTU faculty of Art, Design & Media was juz a brief fling. Have gotten over it. I was gushing to those around me of the possibilities it could offer to that hidden arty side in me. But it juz isnt enuf. Compared to the really pro people and the experienced poly people who know exactly what they are getting themselves into. I dont.
I was even considering pleading Mr William Lee (he is in charge of the AVA club at SA, right?) for equipment and help from his students. I wanted to ask around for a video camera from my friends, and even seek help from elder sis (she is in mass comm, NTU. She may have some kakis over at the ADM faculty.) Alas, all these plans can be thrown away now.
It's not something new that i have planned something so carefully and in the end the first step wasnt even taken. eg tuition with a pri 3 china kid. I was supposed to teach him english (augh) when i couldnt even decipher his mum's accent. And i'd already went Popular with great determination to give the best english lesson there ever was. In the end, i rejected the assignment as my siblings said the $$ is juz not gd. (i hav yet to accept any asg now. No calls are coming too. & i hav called bout 12 agencies. Nufin)
So, give me notes and books i can scribble, doodle, and highlight on anytime over laptops and animation software. That ADM ang moh speaker is sooo charismatic, i was caught up by his passion for a gd few days. It was gd while it lasted. I had hope for an interesting future. This may explain may sian mood these days. There's nothing to inspire me currently. Nothing to gush about. No outlet for my great reservoir of emotions (according to Parker's Astrology book). I was scibbling adjectives to describe me from the houses and signs from my birthchart. I can say that it really is accurate. The characteristics they'd described are all in me; whether they are undiscovered or inhibited. Will post them up one day..
Think i will go for the Humanities, Language etc faculty, where i can put my imagination and logic to good use. The sciences offered at uni level juz promises more mugging with no offer of flexibility that i crave. Or maybe i will go to the business faculty for its tourism management or its advertising ting. Or HR.
Yesh i finally can let my passions gush out without being inhibited!! Soon, soon..
Hmmm when will the results be out?? This hanging by a string feeling isnt healthy for my nerves at all!
mood of the day: X( pished
