Monday, January 08, 2007
Jobbing soon...
11:46 PM
I've just been gainfully employed!!At a company @Redhill. The pay is ideal.. $6.50 an hour. But its only till the end of january!! Maybe when i get in, i will beg them to keep me till the end of may or mid june (uni camps are somewhere in june). Please!! i will plead, do not turn out this poor gal with no $$ in her wallet and Adult farecard!! (cuz she have shopped a tad too much).Bernice is there too. Muahaha the attack of the Saints. Never thought that we would meet again! Wonder how she is.. Augh i have a feeling that i will worry bout every aspect of the job tonight as i lie on my bed. How's the work like? The other employees? Socializing? Boss? Computer skills? Can i stay on? ...I just called Recruit Express this afternoon to remind them that im still jobless. The consultant of mine have forgotten bout me! But he took down my handphone number. What if he calls me in the next few days? How will i reject the jobs? And how do i stall for time saying i will be available in February, so please help me hold on to them?? Ok i will tell him so. Will call back in the last wk of Jan to quickly cope any new job offers if i get the boot. Good plan, so calm down..No more waiting for me!! For that Just Education weekend job too, which i heard had excellent pay.O but what if the pri schs call me? Unlikely, but when job offers arrive, they dun come singly for u to organise your time. Ok i shall say im busy on that day.. One at a time, internal worries!! Took a personality test at tickle.com that said i have very high levels of negative emotions, and my worry rating was 90+ out of 100! Thinking of doing some breathing exercises before i sleep, something i've learned from a meditation book at Popular. Will look at yoga courses? Augh but the aerobics course, though fun and it does contain some poses from yoga (from a yoga book at the friendly Popular ^^), may clash with my Tuition centre job that starts at 9.45am. Maybe i can excuse myself earlier? Or they can wait for a while before i rush down to join them? But wait i havent even gotten the job yet and im fretting bout it already!! I fear losing the job before i've gained it.Enough of these anxious thoughts. And onward to a $$ earning future!!