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I have been kicked out of the working scene the last 2 days, cuz of my handler who had to take mc this week. Dunno wat happen to her, cuz she left early (tat's why i had to leave too) on wednesday for a doctor's appointment. Hope is nothing serious.
So i have only worked for 1 day (actually 1/3), earned $15, and that's it, this week. :(( Just when i have determined to be fearless and all. After i received the call on thurs morning, i felt so depressed. Augh, Work, why have u forsaken me again?? But i have taken it like a enforced holiday.
On thurs, it rained and i slept. Slept and rained. Thinking of it makes my brain groggy again. I slept till 3pm that day, too beaten to drag myself out of bed. Whatever for? i thought, i wont be doing anything anyway. And i took a nap at 8pm (cuz i was trying to escape from my ill tempered lil sis, dunno wat happen to her, seems like a lil terror ever since school reopened) and pulled myself up again at 11+. At 2am, i juz laid on my bed and tried to sleep. I thought about many things instead. About how lucky i am that i still have a complete family (cuz my elder sis came back from australia on wed night), that my parents are loving (they are bantering with each other outside, at the living room), and all my siblings are well. And tears came into my eyes. (ok i was befuddled then). Have been settling lots of internal stuff at night lately.
Then came friday, when i met natalie for lunch at republic poly. It took so long for me to figure out which bus to take, and poor nat had to wait half her lunch break for me. And the sky continued to pour rain upon us. We caught up (gosh havent seen her since grad nite!), and plotted to come rep poly again tml cuz their open house starts tml (for their free goodie bags ^^). After that i met my mum to go jurong east to shop at This Budget. ^^Earlier at woodlands, i've finally bought a black shorts i've long wanted. And its a velvety material. :) After reaching home at night, i cooked soupy macaroni, though i was bloated with gas froma raw eggy lunch at Kobanyashi at JE. Their omelette noodle pizza (which i thought will be as nice as that at Taka) which turned out gooey. Yucks. Ands its body temperature warmth makes it worse. Then i started on my sewing project. It took my mind of things, just peering into that tiny toothpick of a needle and its orange thread. I was sewing some pattern at the hem of a plain purple skirt. It looked like a row of people, some skinnyy, some with tiny heads (due to my irregular stitches), but i still like it ;).
My mum and i wanted to wake up early to go to rep poly's open house this morn, but its bout 1+ by the time i dragged myself out of bed. I tell u, if i have nufin on in the day, i will juz sleep till3+pm which is a total waste of a promising day, but my lazy mind dun understand that when its lying horizontally.
Hmmm so what shall i do today...
If this drags on my fear of work shall manifest again. I can feel it. Uh oh..
