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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
So far.. 1:18 PM

So far..

I did nothing. No, havent got the chance to go swimming. Has been raining for the past few days and i still look like a bai zhan ji. *cluck* And from today onwards, i am not able to go swimming le. sui sia. :(

Have not got my dress. I saw one nice black one, of a heavy material, halter top with lil gold rings around it, n a flared dress. I look like an egyptian dancer in it. But alas, as it is clinging, it only showed my plank of washboard as my upper half, n 2 beach balls as its bottom, n 2 stilts as my legs. Nope, sorry no curves here, only right angles. But that was the only suitable dress so far. $79, with my mum's metro card, less 10%. And its at Compass Point. Causeway point only had the brown version and its M size. Ah should have bought it then and there! I will be going orchard with my mum n lil sis later. Hope it will be a fruitful trip. Some desperation here cuz most of my friends already got theirs.

I made my contact lenses yesterday! Its one step more to the new me. Haha. $120 for 6+1 pairs of monthly ones, Biomedic (same as A's). The guy said this is a good brand as it contours the cornea. But it will feel uncomfortable at first. Shall get it on Friday? But he said i shall be taught how to put it in and remove it. Otherwise i cannot leave the shop. Ahhh! What if i cant get it out! I dont want a nerve-racking afternoon spent there, with other customers sniggering at me. Haha i have found new things to worry about. O well..

The furniture in the room i share with my lil sis has been rearranged yesterday too. With a gruesome discovery (u were right A!) of my worst nightmare. O gosh dare i say it here? No, not some corpse or skeleton. Its a bustling c******** nest! Ahhh! Among my sec2 books! Its my fault to keep so many books n notes in boxes in the damp, dark corner. Must have seemed like a 5 star hotel to them! Augh. We spent the whole day packing, clearing, n shifting stuff. I think our room contains the most stuff. But i still cant bear to throw away all the decorative things I've had since primary sch. Like this birthday present of a lil statue of a wedding couple I've got in pri5 from my cheeky frens who want to wish me marital luck. And all the cards I've ever received. Even Sailormoon collectibles hoarded from Thailand. My childhood..

Went for the City Harvest 'shi zhi lu kou' game. What happened to me? I just clammed up! Though there was Lyndia (LX couldnt make it), n Lynn, i still felt lost. Augh. But there is this nice. jolly young adult, Judy, who is the most down to earth, real, person in the group, n she guarded the rear of the group to prevent sheep from getting lost. But as i was too caught up in my awkwardness, i only talked about myself which is really unlike me, and didnt take the chance to find out about her. But we did exchange phone numbers. I will not attend their services or what not, but if there is a chance to help out at the children's church with Judy, i will go for it. And show her the real me, not the barnacle on a stick that i was on Sunday. We won a $30 Marche voucher. Sharing it with the other team. Dunno whether i shold go or not.. Cuz i cant shake off the feeling that they have a motive to evangelise in all their meetings, and that makes me wary. There goes my first opportunity at breaking out of my shell, the determination that i have after my JC life. How else can i survive in uni?

Have this rushed feeling now. Like a deadline rushing towards me in the form of the prom. The holidays so far seem split into 2. Pre-prom n post-prom. It will be the post-prom period that i can truly enjoy myself. I really shouldnt stay at home too much. It has made me even more 'nei xiang'.

Ok more planning. Today, Orchard, maybe will dye my hair along with my bro? Caramel colour. Hope its not that faint a colour. Tomorrow, sentosa :D. No sunburn please but no rain! Must learn to cycle! Gambatte! Thursday, another stay-at-home session, most likely will continue packing? N some exercise? Augh have not gone to jog as i have planned. My muscles are still saggy from 4 months of inactivity. They even get sore from a normal shopping trip. Friday, East Coast.

Hmmm dunno what happened to the proposed cycling trip on monday. The day passed by so fast. haha. And there's still no time to change my blog skin. Ah well, but im still hoping. Till then! :D