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Farewell?
I feel like i could have died last year. But i didnt. Im still here, alive and well (mostly haha). It came to me in a flash yesterday, when i was supposed to study. (Stayed back fromm11 to 5.15! wooohooo! so tired. but didnt do much. Why is it that the time after 1pm flies away so fast?)
Anyway, I felt that how can bad circumstances reduce me to this state? I should not let them do this to me. I suddenly, finally, believed in myself. That i should have this quiet confidence in myself. My surroundings became so bright and clear after i had this 'revelation' (when i was suppossed to study haha). Now, i will just have to clear and compose my mind, for 100% concentration. easier said then done. ;p There are so many residual feelings stuck in the cavities of my mind.
After writing 2.5 autograph books, I had this bittersweet feeling. Do people value me as much as i value them? So many feelings swirling around, ah the curse of being a Water sign. :( Some wont even be coming tomorrow. Did this 2 years mean nothing to them? That they cant wait to get out of sch? My time in SA have taught me many things. Things that toughen me up. How else could i have survived? I'm waiting for a new life. For a new me. After the A's.
Would like to thank these people who mean so much to me.
A, for being there everyday, since our OG days. It was u who brighten up my day at sch, with your light, whimsical ways. Many a time i almost gave up, but your presence reminded me that i have not lost everything, and i carried on. :) And it was u who introduced me to ur wonderful group, where i feel so at ease and happy. ^o^
BH, known u since the first 3 mth (courtesy of A ^^) Remember our first hanging out tgt was some make up maths lect that nobody wanted to go? And i was eating pattaya rice. And we had such a wonderful chat, hadnt enjoyed myself that much since i entered SA. U then became my fellow co-oper, tuition mate and shopper. :)
WS, N, QQ, K, thanks for being so accepting and welcoming! U are all truly fun pp to hang out with. ^o^ Really lightens my mood to see u all every morning.
SY, for being my listening ear. U really can hear and see what's not apparent (not in a supernatural manner). U jia you too k! Do share your problems! Dun keep everything to yourself, thinking that it will only burden us further if u do so.
Nat, for being so helpful! Sorry that i have bugged u for the longest time, from last year till now! It isnt what i wanted! My brain works in a questioning way. ?? pops out all the time and i will only feel at ease if i eliminate them.
WL, for your wonderful humour and laughter. ^^ I will always listen to your jokes. U and Daniel juz make me laugh. :D
AB, for being so supportive and nice. U are my role model! haha. It was great to have u beside me.
NM, JJ, YZ, SM and the others. Thanks for accepting me for who i am! :D
That's all folks! Cya at the farewell ting tml.
ps the B&J's ice cream was delicious! Chocolate brownie fudge. (?)
