Hah chi P1 and 2 is over!! And i'm blogging instead of doing gp compre >_< too much things on my mind..
I visited my fren at the ICU on saturday and it was emotionally draining.. seeing her usually chirpy self lying limply on the bed.. and i couldnt bring myself to say anything. just nod with my other friends' encouragements, jokes etc, smile abit here and there, and blatantly ignore nudges to say at least anything. the past flooded my mind, of the happy times we had together. and the sad drifting lines that may never converge again..
after the visit, i had no mood at all to do anything. (but i did announce the birth of my blog while on the train. Thx A n B (no pun intended) for your encouragements.. ever grateful :) )
well, I did head down to the neighbourhood ntuc for some retail/food therapy. and i bought 2 soggy cheese and chocolate japanese pancakes (still yummy btw ^^) yes the mini shopping mall near my house has lots of small food stalls, eg tau hway, waffle, japanese pancakes, 7-11, ntuc, canadian pizza, western cafe, 2 foodcourts, loy kee chicken rice and a petshop ^^ muz go there if u all chance upon my house!! ^o^
ah, i feel better now. i have resolved to be strong for my fren. no longer will i be the coward that i am and run away from my fears. i will be her pillar of strength. if only she will let me.1 take care pp (im off to gp remedial!! >_<)